Your life, My life, Our life...I let myself go

I've been in denial I haven't allowed myself to accept it. I let myself be yours again I was stupid about it again I let myself go Now I pay the price I can feel you slipping away I can feel you loving her I can see the inevitable I let myself go And for all this I will never forgive myself We alowed ourselves a night together, a night of passion, a night of love, and for what? We took two ones and made another We did this I did this You did this And now it will never be He will never play football She will never dance I will never know because I let myself go Maybe one day I will tell you Maybe one day I'll be brave We made one that never was but in my heart will always be I let myself go