Worst day of my life/ Ok day!

So, I just came back from IHOP!
It is teh official worst day, turned not so horrible, turned miserable, turned ok day of my life!!!!

I moved out of my apartment 4005 in tears and much more, I was basically ditched by the person who was supposed to help me move, thank God for the amazingness that is my friend Adrienne, and all my bff's from my program left for home.

Saying good bye to everyone was horrible, but saying good bye to two people was wors than anything:
Doug and Sally, my two little everythings, both no taller than 5'3" both so full of life in their own way. Doug my little Pixie, Sally my Happy Fairy!!!!

Work was horrible, Jp didn't make it better and Kmetz didn't even help. After we were done Kmetz and Gretchen took me to IHOP after saying good bye and crying my eyes out to Crusty!!

On the way to IHOP(or as we now like to call it dOHI) Kmetz repeated a couple of times that there was no crying in his car.
I tries until I found that place.

It took me a bit but slowly yet surelly these two made me feel so much better cause I still had friends here.
I miss all my 2008 fam but 2009 has new things for me

WTF?

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE THE WHOLE WORL IS JUST FALLING ON TOP OF YOUR LUNGS!! THAT'S HOW HE MAKES ME FEEL EVERYTIME I SEE HIM.

ALL I ASK IS WHY NOT?

BECAUSE I'M TOO YOUNG? BECAUSE I'M TOO DUMB? BECAUSE I'M JUST NOT PRETY ENOUGH FOR HIM?

ALL THESE QUESTIONS SURROUND MY HEAD.

I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH AS MY FRIENDS, YET I'M SO SCARED THAT I'LL ALWAYS WANT SOMETHING MORE. SOWMTHING THAT HE CAN'T GIVE ME.

DAMN THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!

SOMEONE HELP ME!

On a Twilight High!

Ok so basically I'm going nuts or more just reading and researcing things about twilight.
I went to Stephenie Meyers official site, the twilight lexicon, rob pattinson online, my own perosnal group the spunkers, etc.

I just can't wait to finish the series I'm going nuts, plus you can also add teh fact that i reeeeeeeeeeaaaaally want to know where they are holding the new moon auditions.
Even if i don't get it i'd atleast want to feel the satisfaction of trying out for teh role of Heidi, not a primary role but still someone that's part of teh cast and a character that just calls out to me, i think there's much more to her story.
Well i'm ranting

but yeah i am on what i now refer to as a twilight high.

Catch ya tomorrow welli'l post pictures of my rip to "El Yunque" national rainforest, the place is to die for wait till you see my pics!

Keep you posted.

Ciao <3

Welcome one and all!

So the main reason all in all for me to start this blog is because i seriosuly noticed that i needed a cooler way to meet people other than myspace and facebook, plus thuis would let me write more often, plus i expect to someday become a famous actress/author so just in case I hit it big a blog would be cool for my fans to see.

I'm still learning how to deal with this but if you watch out for me i might eventually have an official page, but that in the hopefull future.

As for now I'll be outie and I will keep you all posted on any new recent activities.

Ciao<3